i don’t know if it will ever change in the future, but at this 21 age, i’d feel so content if this small dream of me can be achieved later.
“In ten year 'time, I want to live in a house with with big windows, I want the house to be large enough to have a kitchen table with four chairs but not too roomy to even feel depth of my loneliness. because I'll probably be alone. but I think aloness won't feel so all consuming with windows that protect me from the word but still let me watch it.”
in 5-10 years time, i hope i will be living in a comfy apartment or a small penthouse that not too much luxury just enough to give comfort in me. i don’t want a huge bungalow or a luxury terrace house that will feel too empty when i’m alone , a huge back or front yard. i love living in a building where i know i’m not the only one there, that when i ever feel lonely, i can watch others life from the porch. it’s better to be living in a building that’s full of people instead of coming home to an empty house everyday, at least after a tiring day of life, i will meet people on the front desk, in the elevator or the corridor .
