my cousin and her boyfriend broke up today after a 2 year on and off relationship and as i was asking if she was okay she said this
“you know i really thought he was the one. i loved him more than anyone and i was the happiest i've ever been. but everytime he leaves the less i pray for him to come back. it's not that I don't want him it's just i'm tired of putting my all into someone who doesn't love me with their whole heart. there would be times when i looked at him and without a doubt i knew i'd marry that boyand then there were days when i wondered why i stayed. but my heart was bigger than his. i seen the good in him when there wasn't any. I continued to go back everytime he called. even when the pieces of my broken heart were all back together again i'd put it back in his hands knowing damn well he'd break it. but I just can't anymore. i'm drained. i felt so much love for him and every time he left me he took that love with him. now there is none left. but this time i will take my time being sad. Because i swear to god this is the last time.”
p/s: i’ve archived most of my posts in this blog, those in my primary and secondary school, i don’t know, i tend to hide myself more as years passed by .
