Apr 29, 2020

one percent

Jung Hae In | Kchat Jjigae


stop it.
stop your never ending unrequited love.
that's right. you said you didn't know what it means to stop and why you should, right?
my unrequited love has at least one percent chance.
who says i have one percent?
you're alive.
you don't even have one percent.
so stop it. i'm sorry but..
so i'll stop too.
i'm stopping because i have only one percent. you...
you should've stopped a while ago.

Apr 24, 2020

a new world

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i don't know since when all of this started , maybe watching too much korean drama influenced me but thinking about it, it's not such a bad decision.

my dream is, after i graduate from university in 2 years , i want to work oversea , if you take into consideration of my dream place, new orleans, it is too far. too far that it will take more than one day for a flight back to malaysia if anything emergency happens. so after a long time thinking , korea is not such a bad idea. i love that it still an asean country, i still prefer and love asean over western culture and tradition. so i will not be out of place too much?

so right now i'm learning mandarin in my university, sadly my uni doesn't offer korean , so i need to learn it by myself or take offline or online classes and then get my TOPIK certificate . based on my research , i need to be at least level 4 , best level 5 or  6 for me to be able stay and work there comfortably . but some said it's hard to achieve level 5 or 6 (advance) if you didn't already there because you need to be able to talk everyday, read etc. for you to become fluent and pass advance level. so, because TOPIK certification only last for 2 years, i think having level 4 is good enough before i secure my job at korea. hahahah i think it is funny how i plan all  of this in this pandemic . well need to take advantage of the holidays aite?

able to speak 4 language, english , malay, mandarin, korean is quite good right , and my english is quite good tho so yeah please let all of this come true. i wanna start my life anew , reset! in a new world. i wanna build a life where's no one know me. my family had teach me to live without them too much till the non-sense of belonging it engraved and flows in my vein.

p/s: this is just a simple draft,  sad to admit, this is my first dream i've ever had and that i feel so determine to achieve. i hope the spirit will continue.

Apr 23, 2020

crack

At the end of each episode for When the Weather is Fine, we are given a secret blog post entry by Eun-seob describing his thoughts about… The post Secret Bookstore Post #6: When the Weather is Fine appeared first on Drama Milk.


it can’t even have a single crack?
even if a table has a crack, you can still use it.
it’s only natural for things to get wear and tear with time.
there’s no such thing as a perfect relationship.
what’s wrong with a little crack?
and what’s wrong with hurting each other’s feelings a little?
no one is perfect.
that’s why we do things that we have to apologise for, say sorry and mend things.
that’s how life goes.
i know i hurt you immensely but i really wanted a chance to fix things.
i’ll wait if you’re still not ready.
who knows? perhaps when more time passes, it may become a little easier for you.

Apr 22, 2020

misunderstanding

At the end of each episode for When the Weather is Fine, we are given a secret blog post entry by Eun-seob describing his thoughts about… The post Secret Bookstore Post #5: When the Weather is Fine appeared first on Drama Milk.



i really hate that word, “misunderstanding”.
what does it even mean?
if you did something wrong, just admit that you made a mistake, and say sorry.
i think it’s just an excuse.
it implies that you did nothing wrong.
it means, “i did nothing wrong. you just got the wrong idea. due to your communication skills that aren’t sharp enough, you misunderstood my action.”
it just means they’ll keep putting the blame on you.
it’s such a ridiculous excuse.